How Did You Do It, Peter?

The pathway is broken, and the signs are unclear
And I don't know the reason why you brought me here
But just because you love me, the way that you do
I'm gonna' walk through the valley if you want me to

Cause I'm not who I was when I took my first step
And I'm clinging to the promise you're not through with me yet
So if all of these trials bring me closer to you
I will go through the fire if you want me to

It may not be the way I would have chosen
When you lead me through a world that's not my own
But you never said it would be easy
You only said I'd never go alone.

So when the whole world turns against me
And I'm all by myself
And I can't hear your answer my cries for help
I'll remember the suffering your love put you through
I will go through the valley if you want me to.





If only these words would speak truthfully from my heart.
I'm sorry, God.

Get yourself together, Jenn. It's time to grow up. And let go. Stop living in the past and trying to understand things that God doesn't you to know about yet. And embrace the present. There are so many more important things to set your mind on.

Ha, if only I was that strong.

The only medicine that can cure me is within reach, but I can't get myself to walk to the store.