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Howdy.

Well it got to the point where everywhere and everything I looked at or clicked on turned out to be a Xanga. And frankly, it was giving me a headache. So I was like, maybe I should jump off the band wagon and be a Bloggan. So here it is! The Yellow Spaceship. Why The Yellow Spaceship, you ask? Because I've always wanted a brand spankin' new Yellow Spaceship (and I will, eventually, get one). But that was before, when I wanted to be an astronaut. And then the thought of being sucked into a black hole became more than horrifying. So now, The Yellow Spaceship is only another object on my short Want List.

Anyway, Thanksgiving break was absolutely amazing :) Unfortunately, I lost a lot more sleep than I should have, but I had a blast! I'm so thankful for my family, friends, and all the blessings God has given me. My cousins came down from Aggie Land, U of H, and California. And to top it all off, my brother came back from UT! Here's some of the gang:

And I love the fact that all the men in my family are homosexual. Literally. This picture makes me laugh everytime I see it :) Especially my brother. And my dad's toe.

School starts tomorrow. But Christmas break is just around the corner. yaYUH! I can't wait till Ishita's back. And can't forget Winter Getaway 04.

I have come to the conclusion that
the Rockets are by far the most unreliable and inconsistent team.
Solution? Bring Francis and Mobley back to save the world. Thank you.

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On the other hand, I've been getting really annoyed very easily the past few months. At first I thought that it was just a phase, but it's becoming more and more of an everyday routine. Is that normal? Everything that used to seem so "cool" and "in" before means nothing to me now. And I have sudden anti-social hermit impulses that frequently occur. But the strange thing is that it feels great. At the moments when I'm annoyed or by myself, I feel free (Haha, I sound like Mitchell) and somewhat satisfied. I've finally come to the conclusion that I hate being dependent on other people, especially guys. Before it was just something that my friends told me, but now I really see that I am content in being dependent on only myself and God. Whenever I start to become attatched or emotionally dependent on someone, I begin to pull away. It's a reflex that I can't seem to control or notice, and I'm sorry for all those people I have hurt or discouraged because of that.

So to clear things up for everyone, including myself, I am not a man-hater. Hahaha, okay scratch that. I AM somewhat of a man-hater. *grin* But I am not an anti-relationship-boys-have-cooties-freak. It's just the fact that guys, or relationships for that matter, are not my top priorities at this moment. So, is it normal to not have any hormones at my age? Well, the fact that it seems as if all the guys in Sugar Land are immature boys, 50-pound wanna-be gangsters that have no respect for anyone or anything makes it perfectly normal. I think. =)

Woo. That was refreshing. =) And sorry for that long paragraph. I usually don't sprawl out my thoughts like that, but it has been in my mind for a while. I hope I have cleared any misunderstandings or confusion. Either that or I've created even more. Haha, I'll save some of my mumble jumble for later posts.

Alright, time for my favorite hobbies: CompSci and Chemistry!

Chow.

Love, Jennifer Bubba Guss.